I don’t even know how to describe how I feel.

 

Everything seems to be on the right track…

My cello and piano are improving… I’m in a healthy relationship with them…

Was satisfied with my performance on Sunday…

I got the module (Bahasa Indonesia) which I bid for...

 

Yet I feel messed up and unsettled. 

 

How much will my dreams cost me?

To what extent am I willing to sacrifice?

Are those selfish dreams?

Ultimately, what is important to me?

Who am I living for? Myself or God?

 

Then he told them what they could expect for themselves: "Anyone who intends to come with me has to let me lead. You're not in the driver's seat—I am.

Luke 9:23 (The Message)

 

God, take the wheel…

I suck at driving.